I don't understand are like it. this is week I have lost two People One I have only know a year but I min I meet that little boy he had me heart.. I will never forget him and I know his father are Mother will. The 2 was one of my cuz I love him more then anything I really don't get close to my cuz but 3 of them. and he was one of them and it kills me to know that I will never see him again. I'm just try to stay strong. I'm trying to be a rock but I'm not...